Robert McAtee - I Feel so Numb Lyrics

I feel so numb. I feel so dumb. I feel so ugly. I'm a smelly bum.
The glass is half empty. The bottle is half full.
I'm gonna pull the wool over my eyes 'cause it's too much.
And damn this light and damn this life. There's so much shit that just aint right.
And I'm too weak to fight. Pathetic I know, but happiness comes and goes.
It mostly goes away from me. A piece of trash is what I am.
A piece of hell is where I've been. Roll the dice in the dirt.
You can't have the shirt off my back. Get away from my door and get away from my bone.
Just leave me. Just leave me the hell alone. You make me sick.
You're a piece of shit. Superficial, critical, confrontational, sons of bitches and yeah you make me sick and I'll puke on the floor of your car.
I'll lick up the spills on your bar. I'll take what I want 'cause I don't care about you.
Turn your cheek 'cause you reek of hypocrisy. I feel so numb. I feel so dumb.
I feel so ugly. I'm a smelly bum. The glass is half empty. The bottle is half full.
And you can't pull me out of this dirt I gonna stay and hurt and hurt.
'Cause it's worse out there than in the mud. You're full of shit and I'm full of crud.
You're Bugs Bunny and I'm Elmer Fudd. And I'm not your friend and I'm not your buddy.
I don't wanna play or work for you. I'm gonna join the smelly animals at the smelly zoo and you can look at me and say "What is that?"
Well hey I'm a dog and you're a cat. I'm a rat and you're blue cheese.
I am down and you're across. I am Jesus, but you're the boss.
I am down and you're across. I feel so numb. I feel so dumb.
I feel so ugly. I'm a smelly bum. The glass is empty and you're full of shit.
And you want more of me but that's it.

I feel so numb. I feel so dumb. I feel so ugly. I'm a smelly bum.
The glass is half empty. The bottle is half full.
I'm gonna pull the wool over my eyes 'cause it's too much.
And damn this light and damn this life. There's so much shit that just aint right.
And I'm too weak to fight. Pathetic I know, but happiness comes and goes.
It mostly goes away from me. A piece of trash is what I am.
A piece of hell is where I've been. Roll the dice in the dirt.
You can't have the shirt off my back. Get away from my door and get away from my bone.
Just leave me. Just leave me the hell alone. You make me sick.
You're a piece of shit. Superficial, critical, confrontational, sons of bitches and yeah you make me sick and I'll puke on the floor of your car.
I'll lick up the spills on your bar. I'll take what I want 'cause I don't care about you.
Turn your cheek 'cause you reek of hypocrisy. I feel so numb. I feel so dumb.
I feel so ugly. I'm a smelly bum. The glass is half empty. The bottle is half full.
And you can't pull me out of this dirt I gonna stay and hurt and hurt.
'Cause it's worse out there than in the mud. You're full of shit and I'm full of crud.
You're Bugs Bunny and I'm Elmer Fudd. And I'm not your friend and I'm not your buddy.
I don't wanna play or work for you. I'm gonna join the smelly animals at the smelly zoo and you can look at me and say "What is that?"
Well hey I'm a dog and you're a cat. I'm a rat and you're blue cheese.
I am down and you're across. I am Jesus, but you're the boss.
I am down and you're across. I feel so numb. I feel so dumb.
I feel so ugly. I'm a smelly bum. The glass is empty and you're full of shit.
And you want more of me but that's it.