December 26, 1990 in Lake Grove
New York, NY, United States
Strictly a producer at age 14, Bellion became increasingly fed up with being asked for generic records. After literally giving singing and rapping "a shot" out of frustration 1 year ago, the now now 20 year old Bellion has developed an incredibly unique lane untouched by anyone. His obsession with moving forward and experimentation has driven him to create "solid and refreshing tunes", and in the words of Jon himself "that's all that really matters" Jon's 2010 mixtape "Scattered Thoughts Vol.
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1 year ago
I think this song is about basically a f*ck boy that is realizing that what he is doing is not him its what society is telling him guys are like nowadays and how they are supposed to act in order to meet a certain standard. He's not afraid to sound desperate, and or be himself for this girl who finally made him wake up. He has been subconsciously afraid of what society would think of him if he were to go against the grain, and love only one girl truly.