Abaculus - Anapnea Lyrics

Day by day I can change this
Step by step I'll take it
I can try
Some days I'll admit that I'm worried
But someday, I'll wonder why

It's midnight and I'm missing you
If I said I can't change my feelings that would be the truth
You're the sole purpose of this great passion inside
That's irrational because it's taken on this fight
It's not right, what I did
I can try to say this
In as many ways as I can think of
But you caught me when I was on the brink of
Insanity, calamity, I'm not what you see in me
Look, you don't have to come back and be with me
I messed up pretty bad and now I'm attached
I've got feelings but the real thing is we'll never match
Just unlatch from previous opinions, let's meet again
I'm the same one you loved if you just see within
I give up, I give in, I admit I'm in love
I can't deny the passage just because the sea is rough

My god, I'm sorry for what I have done
But for months and months I've sat here without sun
Dying on the inside, this guilt within
I've decided it's time to learn to breathe again
Because it's one thing to live and have regrets
And another to sit and just stare at death
I wish the best for you, I really tried
I'm moving on, I'm alive

Day by day I can change this
Step by step I'll take it
I can try
Some days I'll admit that I'm worried
But someday, I'll wonder why

Got nobody holding on, so maybe I'll soar
Thought I'd be six feet underground but now I'll settle the score
Repeat the dream, build up the sea
Dive in and find it's indecisively free
Because it's scary when you look at the soul on top of your feet
And it's something you never wanted it to be
Memory blinking, reset the shrinking
I refuse to believe this version's permanent inking
Time where we can't clearly see our mistakes merely
Really change feelings, don't fear me I swear it's nearly
A human thing, rearrange, down the drain, all the pain
Brainwash my veins when they say my pain is not the same
But I promise, just calm it, I understand that you saw it
Flawless is nonsense so let me get on top of it
Jump off it nothing left to hold onto so I
Trust that the sky will allow me to fly

(Don't breathe, don't breathe, don't breathe, don't breathe)
I'll start to fly
(Don't breathe, don't breathe, don't breathe, don't breathe)
I will fly

My god, I'm sorry for what I have done
But for months and months I've sat here without sun
Dying on the inside, this guilt within
I've decided it's time to learn to breathe again
Because it's one thing to live and have regrets
And another to sit and just stare at death
I wish the best for you, I really tried
I'm moving on, I'm alive

Day by day I can change this
Step by step I'll take it
I can try
Some days I'll admit that I'm worried
But someday, I'll wonder why

​(Don't breathe, don't breathe, don't breathe, don't breathe)
I'll start to fly