Alan Apuli - Unspoken - Demo Lyrics

I really wanted to believe the things that I felt they weren't hopeless
So I focused on my career and degrees, keeping me focused
Maybe if I expressed these emotions out in the open
I'd have you sitting here before instead of stuck in the lonely, but...
It's not like anything would have changed, you left commercial
And you before you knew it, you had changed to a different name
Although the status quo between us has been the same
I'd always wonder if you'd met me before they came?
No time for second thoughts you bought your ticket for that plane
And not time to reminisce, because you probably already forgot my name
And I'd be surprised if you ever message me again
So I think it's better if I drop this (Starting now)

When all is said and done
Thinking how this all begun
All the things we left unsaid
Perpetually in motion
Going through the notion
Of thoughts I kept in pen
When all I wrote in, were just words unspoken to you
But somehow I think you knew

This can't be healthy, I'm staring at your old coffee mug
Using it every morning like I used to, when you used to wake me up
Sometimes it's coffee, mostly tea, I never really cared
All that really mattered was that you were someone that was always there
But now you're not, and I kind of miss you
Whenever I was too fucked up, or have any issues
I'd be drowning in this drink, because I'd be too weak to continue
Literally slap me back into action, kept me grounded
I should have kissed you?
You would have slapped me then call
Call me a "Stupid Idiota" just like that thing that you always do
Desearia que estuvieras aqui
But you made your vows into another's arms
And wished that it was me

When all is said and done
Thinking how this all begun
All the things we left unsaid
Perpetually in motion
Going through the notion
Of thoughts I kept in pen
When all I wrote in, were just words unspoken to you
But somehow I think you knew
When all is said and done
And plans that we have made
All the things we left behind
You said you were happy
I said I was okay, I lied and said I was fine
But now I'm open, with these words unspoken to you
But somehow I think you knew