Andrew Mao - My Outlook (Interlude) Lyrics

Well, here we are 2020 baby
You know, I never thought this shit would work out
So I don't even know why I'm sad now then honestly
Cuz, to be honest, it never does
No matter what I do, no matter how close I get
I never succeed
It blows my mind, honestly, how unlucky I am
Well I mean, I don't know if its even luck at this point
Maybe its just me
Who knows tho, no one really does
No one ever really knows what they're doing
Especially when it involves another person
Well you know what they say, fake it until you make it
Well shit, when am I gonna make it, soon