Break the Rules - So Sweet So Mad Lyrics

I have a black hole in my head
Searching for something, turning
Away instead of face it, burning
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
Falling down in her screaming face
So white, bleeding her dreams, undead
Wearing the crown of fools in grace
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
But I did not do it
To you
I'm sorry that's not
My war
Was not it
Enough?
When I'll start to feel alive?
Maybe raped in age of innocence
By doctor or father or someone else
But that's all too far away
So close when she bites in my vein
I have a black hole in my head
Searching for something, turning
Away instead of face it, burning
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
So sweet so mad!
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
Falling down in her screaming face
Wearing the crown of fools in grace
Wearing the crown of fools in grace
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
But I didn't do it
To you
I'm sorry that's not
My war
Was not it
Enough?
When I'll start to feel alive?
Don't sit on my neck
Stop breathe on my back!
I can't rape you
I can't kill you
But I can do it all
Just hit you down
Tear your hair
Where has the darkness gone?
But I did not do it
To you
I'm sorry that's not
My war
Was not it
Enough?
When I'll start to feel alive?
This is another motherfucking way to
Motherfucking way to die!
This is another motherfucking way to
Motherfucking way to die!
Die!

I have a black hole in my head
Searching for something, turning
Away instead of face it, burning
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
Falling down in her screaming face
So white, bleeding her dreams, undead
Wearing the crown of fools in grace
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
But I did not do it
To you
I'm sorry that's not
My war
Was not it
Enough?
When I'll start to feel alive?
Maybe raped in age of innocence
By doctor or father or someone else
But that's all too far away
So close when she bites in my vein
I have a black hole in my head
Searching for something, turning
Away instead of face it, burning
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
So sweet so mad!
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
Falling down in her screaming face
Wearing the crown of fools in grace
Wearing the crown of fools in grace
Outside so sweet, inside so mad
But I didn't do it
To you
I'm sorry that's not
My war
Was not it
Enough?
When I'll start to feel alive?
Don't sit on my neck
Stop breathe on my back!
I can't rape you
I can't kill you
But I can do it all
Just hit you down
Tear your hair
Where has the darkness gone?
But I did not do it
To you
I'm sorry that's not
My war
Was not it
Enough?
When I'll start to feel alive?
This is another motherfucking way to
Motherfucking way to die!
This is another motherfucking way to
Motherfucking way to die!
Die!