China Moses - Nicotine Lyrics

deep pain that i feel inside. no restraint from your taste, i can't lie. i know you're bad but i won't apologize. 'cause i let you in and now you've become my vice.
i hear in your voice that you want me to want you.
i ask myself, "how dumb am i?" got a death wish i want to satisfy. you're so powerful i can't deny. nicotine.
shaking you seems impossible. why did i start? i'll never know. you got hold on me and i can't let go. nicotine.
usually i'm strong but with you i'm weak. slowly drowning i'm shoulder deep.
you take my will. you're dressed to kill. silent assassin, your threat is real.
and i hear in your voice that you want me to want you.
i ignored all the warnings on the paper. now i've given up trying to find me a saviour when you're gone.
i ask myself