Collin's Conscience - Alternative State Lyrics

How can i dream of a life with you, but wonder aimlessly and clueless?
You cant fend for me, as well as yourself
When will this lack of motivition end?
When will i feel inside that it's not over?
Pushing through this alternative state of mind is what i have to do to succeed
With you by my side, what else do i need, other than the comfort of myself?
Stay away from me, ive made a huge mistake
I dont want this to effect anything
I know your always there, but how long is always?
We always seem to push too far
Nothing ever seems to last as long as we'd hoped, but i guess thats life
Theres things we cannot change and i suppose its fluent that we should just move on
It doesnt matter how many songs i write
Years later there is still no one who understands what i said from the start
I have no reason to feel not good enough
How long do you expect me to live broken?
I'm waiting here in vain
Lets get the story straight
Ok i get it
Ill admit it, i was wrong and ill be the first to say it
Dont take your hatred out on me, youll be repeating my mistake