Cosmosprite - New Day Lyrics

I turned around and looked at you
Why can't you see
The heavy-heartedness
I'm going through
Because its playin
Like a broken record of the truth
Bittersweet serenade
Of sadness that you always knew
And I suppressed for all of you
I go from mild to all riled
As the obstacles pile
With my signature smile
I was beatin those
Walls like a Kyle
Yea, its gonna take a long while
Before I feel that grace again
Of living in my own style
Give me just a minute
To reminisce while I live it
Lifting up your grimace
So I can smile when its finished
Listing all the reasons
To not let it all diminish
Cause I'm living with an attitude
Of gratitude distinguished
Taking care of innocence
Well-being on my mind
And doing it with diligence
Despite my deviance
Sometimes I swear somebody
Put a hex on me. Countered that
And breathed again after
I suffocated in the aftermath

I went the wrong way
Man, I went the wrong way
This all came into play
And now I don't know how to say
Life is a star gaze
Man, I have some good days
But still I'm misplaced
And thinkin of ways
To have a New Day
We'll say its OK
And I'll never wanna replay
I'll never wanna replay
All this pain

I turned around and walked away
From all the agony and rage
That made me go astray
It seems you always got
Somebody else you wanna blame
For all the seemingly bad luck you got
It stays the same
And still you set my heart aflame
Can you bring it back, Baby
Let's spring to the bliss, maybe
Can you cut that string
Put away that grimace
Just walk up and kiss me
Feel like you'll just miss me
I know true love I had with me
But I made The One
Wait too long for me, stupid me
I gotta step back before I suffer
From a heart attack
Shaming out of left field
For how I went and started that
New way of thinkin
I'm silver tequila drinkin
I got urges on the brink of letting go
My heart is sinking
Feel like Ima spaz out
Hands on the wheel
I'm peelin out before I lash out
Clean space, clear mind
I took that trash out
We talked about
But that beats steady playin
Come on. I gotta write it out

I went the wrong way
Man, I went the wrong way
This all came into play
And now I don't know how to say
Life is a star gaze
Man, I have some good days
But still I'm misplaced
And thinkin of ways
To have a New Day
We'll say its OK
And I'll never wanna replay
I'll never wanna replay
All this pain