other side of me Lyrics Meanings
by Diego Lettera

I got toxic waste
I'm feeling out of place
Lauren hill take these pills to my face
Lost inside a maze
I battle this shit everyday
I see my demons and they wave
I'm tryna ship them all away
And my mind is caught up
In depression and the love
Well I never felt the love man it always felt like it was lust
Lost my hope and all my trust
Don't think you were the one
Lost all my hope and all my trust
I feel fucked up

Yeah I'm still fucked up
I feel like a junkie
I'm lost and alone with nobody here to help me
Keeping all my wishes inside me i cant jinx it
Ready for my new love yours was whack to begin with

So tell me if you want to love me forever
Cause I don't think i want to live live forever
This Shit ain't getting any fucking better
Anxiety creeping just like bipolar weather

I don't want to see the other side of me
I almost fucking died and the cause was me
I see her in disguise
And now i feel some type of way about love
About love
I'm inside my head
And my vision bloody red
And I know that shit won't help me keep my lungs
But it something about her
It's something about them
It's something about these bitch ass drugs

I see her w my friends and I feel some type way
I guess she really liked them at the end of the day
I sing to cure depression man you know I keep away
In my head I'm insecure
I'm rocking all these diamonds and this shit is like a blur
Fucking on this bitch
I made this bitches pussy purr
Yeah I'm faded in the studio
I gotta put in work
Man I'm tryna find myself I'm tryna make it out the dirt

Yeah I'm still fucked up
I feel like a junkie
I'm lost and alone with nobody here to help me
Keeping all my wishes inside me i cant jinx it
Ready for my new love yours was whack to begin with

So tell me if you want to love me forever
Cause I don't think I want to live live forever
This Shit ain't getting any fucking better
Anxiety creeping just like bipolar weather

I don't want to see the other side of me
I almost fucking died and the cause was me
I see her in disguise
And now I feel some type of way about love
About love
I'm inside my head
And my vision bloody red
And I know that shit won't help me keep my lungs
But it something about her
It's something about them
It's something about these bitch ass drugs

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can look me in the eyes
With the sad sad look that you wear so well

I don't want to see the other side of me
I almost fucking died and the cause was me
I see her in disguise
And now I feel some type of way about love
About love
I'm inside my head
And my vision bloody red
And I know that shit won't help me keep my lungs
But it something about her
It's something about them
It's something about these bitch ass drugs