Eleven Tha Outcast - searching4meaning Lyrics

I'm still searching for meaning
I'm still searching for meaning
I'm still searching for meaning
I'm still searching for meaning
I'm still searching for meaning
But don't know where I'm headed at all
I'm just trusting my gut and I'm praying to God that this cushion's still here if I fall
Man, I'm still searching for meaning
But don't know where I'm headed at all
I'm just trusting my gut and I'm praying to God that this cushion's still here if I fall down
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Why am I searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm just searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm just searching for a meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Why am I searching for meaning (yeah)
I got plastic all around me
It's starting to burn, are you kidding me
I don't know why, but I think on the fly
I think that's why I thought you weren't feelin' me
To my surprise, you was cool with the kid and we never had obstacles, honestly
Now I sit all alone by myself
Torn price tag falling off of the shelf
Ain't how it's supposed to be
People look over me
Making me question my value
Not up to par with the standard
I try and I try with the hopes that I'm bound to
Outshine them all
Spotlight on me, these feelings would dissolve
Told to hold on, man your time, it will come
But sometimes It feels like you just say that because
Because you aware that sometimes I'm afraid
Cuz you're okay with just lying to my face
I'd be depressed, but then act like I'm tame
Still to this day, I'm just glad I'm "ok"
Keep an eye out for the people in pain
I never noticed you straying away
I think that I'm better at keeping it real
The journey won't let you come out it the same (ok)
I'm still searching for meaning
But don't know where I'm headed at all
I'm just trusting my gut and I'm praying to God that this cushion's still here if I fall
Man, I'm still searching for meaning
But don't know where I'm headed at all
I'm just trusting my gut and I'm praying to God that this cushion's still here if I fall down
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Why am I searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm just searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm just searching for a meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Why am I searching for meaning (yeah)

I'm still searching for meaning
I'm still searching for meaning
I'm still searching for meaning
I'm still searching for meaning
I'm still searching for meaning
But don't know where I'm headed at all
I'm just trusting my gut and I'm praying to God that this cushion's still here if I fall
Man, I'm still searching for meaning
But don't know where I'm headed at all
I'm just trusting my gut and I'm praying to God that this cushion's still here if I fall down
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Why am I searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm just searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm just searching for a meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Why am I searching for meaning (yeah)
I got plastic all around me
It's starting to burn, are you kidding me
I don't know why, but I think on the fly
I think that's why I thought you weren't feelin' me
To my surprise, you was cool with the kid and we never had obstacles, honestly
Now I sit all alone by myself
Torn price tag falling off of the shelf
Ain't how it's supposed to be
People look over me
Making me question my value
Not up to par with the standard
I try and I try with the hopes that I'm bound to
Outshine them all
Spotlight on me, these feelings would dissolve
Told to hold on, man your time, it will come
But sometimes It feels like you just say that because
Because you aware that sometimes I'm afraid
Cuz you're okay with just lying to my face
I'd be depressed, but then act like I'm tame
Still to this day, I'm just glad I'm "ok"
Keep an eye out for the people in pain
I never noticed you straying away
I think that I'm better at keeping it real
The journey won't let you come out it the same (ok)
I'm still searching for meaning
But don't know where I'm headed at all
I'm just trusting my gut and I'm praying to God that this cushion's still here if I fall
Man, I'm still searching for meaning
But don't know where I'm headed at all
I'm just trusting my gut and I'm praying to God that this cushion's still here if I fall down
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Why am I searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm just searching for meaning (yeah)
Man I'm just searching for a meaning (yeah)
Man I'm still searching for meaning (yeah)
Why am I searching for meaning (yeah)