Eratik, Kotarayne - Ruby Lyrics

(Who you is?)
Look, December 31st, first day without you (yeah)
Tryna hide the feelings, stopping it from rushing through my eyes (ah)
4:41, you took ya last breath
And I ain't understand death until I seen you inside (ah, ah ah)
That coffin with the flowers on the top at the viewing
Standing there, looking at you, I'm tryin not to cry (ah)
Hoped that you would live long enough for me to show you
That ya little CD head boy would end up just fine (ah, ah, ah)
With the family, now I'm stuck without a plan B (yeah)
Never felt pain 'till I realized you were passing
You said that you was tired of suffering
I couldn't say I love you enough for you to understand me (no, no)
But I'm glad that you're at home now
You and Grandpa all alone now (yeah, yeah)
Go and tell him that I love him, hoping that I'll meet him
And you know I ain't the one to open up
So I put it on a song now
I know some day I'll see you
But right now all I can do is miss you
All the times I cried at night
You left us too soon, and that ain't right
I know that you're happier, in this place
Where you're love and joy is carried through space
You're dancing in the golden light
I know that your with me and I'll be alright
I told JR I would wait for the funeral (wait, wait)
To finally get the closure, write it all after I cried (ahh)
But here I am, tears on the phone, typing pain out
But not being selfish, cause I know you flying high (fly high)
New Years day, I was sitting in the dark
Staring at the wall, honestly I'm looking for a sign (pain, pain)
Something saying this was all supposed to be
Or this was all make believe, but either way I would've been up all night
Keep it real, I'm still waiting on it
I ain't even gonna lie (yeah, yeah, yeah)
But I put my faith above, knowing that he'll do me right
I don't show too much emotion, I don't ever really cry
I got so much trapped inside me, but got so much more to hide (no)
I been lost in my emotions, I been really trying to write
I been tryna get my words across without going inside
But this one different
If you ever wanna see the real me, well now you got it
Now the whole world a witness, sing to 'em
And I know that some day
I'll see you again
But I go to sleep, praying and hoping
That you'll be back
And I know one day
I'll see you again
But I go to sleep, praying and hoping
You'll be back
I know some day I'll see you
But right now all I can do is miss you
All the times I cried at night
You left us too soon, and that ain't right
I know that you're happier, in this place
Where you're love and joy is carried through space
You're dancing in the golden light
I know that your with me and I'll be alright

(Who you is?)
Look, December 31st, first day without you (yeah)
Tryna hide the feelings, stopping it from rushing through my eyes (ah)
4:41, you took ya last breath
And I ain't understand death until I seen you inside (ah, ah ah)
That coffin with the flowers on the top at the viewing
Standing there, looking at you, I'm tryin not to cry (ah)
Hoped that you would live long enough for me to show you
That ya little CD head boy would end up just fine (ah, ah, ah)
With the family, now I'm stuck without a plan B (yeah)
Never felt pain 'till I realized you were passing
You said that you was tired of suffering
I couldn't say I love you enough for you to understand me (no, no)
But I'm glad that you're at home now
You and Grandpa all alone now (yeah, yeah)
Go and tell him that I love him, hoping that I'll meet him
And you know I ain't the one to open up
So I put it on a song now
I know some day I'll see you
But right now all I can do is miss you
All the times I cried at night
You left us too soon, and that ain't right
I know that you're happier, in this place
Where you're love and joy is carried through space
You're dancing in the golden light
I know that your with me and I'll be alright
I told JR I would wait for the funeral (wait, wait)
To finally get the closure, write it all after I cried (ahh)
But here I am, tears on the phone, typing pain out
But not being selfish, cause I know you flying high (fly high)
New Years day, I was sitting in the dark
Staring at the wall, honestly I'm looking for a sign (pain, pain)
Something saying this was all supposed to be
Or this was all make believe, but either way I would've been up all night
Keep it real, I'm still waiting on it
I ain't even gonna lie (yeah, yeah, yeah)
But I put my faith above, knowing that he'll do me right
I don't show too much emotion, I don't ever really cry
I got so much trapped inside me, but got so much more to hide (no)
I been lost in my emotions, I been really trying to write
I been tryna get my words across without going inside
But this one different
If you ever wanna see the real me, well now you got it
Now the whole world a witness, sing to 'em
And I know that some day
I'll see you again
But I go to sleep, praying and hoping
That you'll be back
And I know one day
I'll see you again
But I go to sleep, praying and hoping
You'll be back
I know some day I'll see you
But right now all I can do is miss you
All the times I cried at night
You left us too soon, and that ain't right
I know that you're happier, in this place
Where you're love and joy is carried through space
You're dancing in the golden light
I know that your with me and I'll be alright