Ever Since Eve - Living On StandBy Lyrics

It's hard to find something so Devine
Without having to cross the line
All this time I've wasted my life
All this time I wanted to die
I swear to God that I'm starting over
And im so sorry to anyone
I may have hurt in the aftermath
Can they every forgive?
A cloudy night in the darkest storms of my mind
A portrait painted on a canvas so red
Who's blood is this in the mirror?
Who is the man in the picture?
It's hard to find something so Devine
Without having to cross the line
All this time I've wasted my life
All this time I wanted to die
Will they be mad if I let go
Will the ever forgive me?
Will they be mad if I'm gone
Will they ever forget me?
I'm sorry I was sick
I'm feeling better now
I take a look around
It's so much brighter how?
How can I ask for forgiveness?
How can I pick up the pieces?
Can i? I?
It's hard to find something so Devine
Without having to cross the line
All this time I've wasted my life
All this time I wanted to die
Please help me find something so Devine
It's hard to tell with all these blurry lines
All this time I feel I wasted my life
I no longer want to die
I'm never good enough
But I think I'm better than this
I love what I've become
But I hate the shit that I've done
But there's no going back
Fuck that
I wouldn't change a thing about it
I'm doing this for me
As far as I can see
An artist trapped in his portrait
So watch me paint
A better ending now
Watch me bleed
Until we do it again
It's hard to find something so Devine
Without having to cross the line
All this time I've wasted my life
All this time I wanted to die
Please help me find something so Devine
It's hard to tell with all these blurry lines
All this time I feel I wasted my life
I no longer want to die
I swear to God that I'm starting over
And im so sorry to anyone
I may have hurt in the aftermath

It's hard to find something so Devine
Without having to cross the line
All this time I've wasted my life
All this time I wanted to die
I swear to God that I'm starting over
And im so sorry to anyone
I may have hurt in the aftermath
Can they every forgive?
A cloudy night in the darkest storms of my mind
A portrait painted on a canvas so red
Who's blood is this in the mirror?
Who is the man in the picture?
It's hard to find something so Devine
Without having to cross the line
All this time I've wasted my life
All this time I wanted to die
Will they be mad if I let go
Will the ever forgive me?
Will they be mad if I'm gone
Will they ever forget me?
I'm sorry I was sick
I'm feeling better now
I take a look around
It's so much brighter how?
How can I ask for forgiveness?
How can I pick up the pieces?
Can i? I?
It's hard to find something so Devine
Without having to cross the line
All this time I've wasted my life
All this time I wanted to die
Please help me find something so Devine
It's hard to tell with all these blurry lines
All this time I feel I wasted my life
I no longer want to die
I'm never good enough
But I think I'm better than this
I love what I've become
But I hate the shit that I've done
But there's no going back
Fuck that
I wouldn't change a thing about it
I'm doing this for me
As far as I can see
An artist trapped in his portrait
So watch me paint
A better ending now
Watch me bleed
Until we do it again
It's hard to find something so Devine
Without having to cross the line
All this time I've wasted my life
All this time I wanted to die
Please help me find something so Devine
It's hard to tell with all these blurry lines
All this time I feel I wasted my life
I no longer want to die
I swear to God that I'm starting over
And im so sorry to anyone
I may have hurt in the aftermath