First Thursday - Toy Soldier Lyrics

I've got a little soldier
In my head who won't let me go
He's got me at gunpoint
Behind his head is a black halo

I can feel his hands round my throat
And pressing down in front of my eyes
I can feel his weight inside my shoes
And his gaze in the passerby

I am afraid of you
Can you feel my fingers shake?
I don't know what to do
I fear that I'm gonna break

I am afraid of you
Oh god I've made a mistake
I don't know what to do
I hand you every heart you break

Honeybee, inside my ear
Oh, you can taste sugary sweet
But you leave your sting on me
And everyone that I meet

Then you run your fingers down my skin
And brush all the wounds away
When you come I don't feel so alone
But when you're gone I cry anyway

I am afraid of you
Can you feel my fingers shake?
I am afraid of you
I fear that we're gonna break

I am afraid of you
Oh god I've made a mistake
I don't know what to do
I hand you every heart you break

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Sometimes I wish you never came around
Because goodbyes always bring me down
But your presence is my ecstasy
You wipe away all my urgencies

In the wake of the best kinda drug
Are rivulets of dying lovers' blood
You spun me 'round then left me to fall
Now sitting here alone I feel so small

I am in love with you
Can you feel my fingers shake?
I am in love with you
I fear that we're gonna break

I am afraid of you
Oh god I've made a mistake
I don't know what to do
I hand you every heart you break