Fuji-T - Losing Interest Lyrics

Losing Interest
And slowly, my thoughts hint at me
"Hold on", "Don't let go"
And the voices in my head seem to give no
Consolation
Or a piece of Comprehension
This words wont make justice to the loneliness
That keeps me company whenever I feel like
Jumping off a bridge
This things are often kept on a lock and key
But this tine I wont back away
"No More" he said
What did she say?
Like a breeze wave on a freezing cold day
One day you'll see
Don't forget about me
Kept a promise
But she is not here

Never taken molly
Only done a bit of chronic
On the side with gin and tonic
To keep
That
Shit from taking over
My body
My soul
My little piece of self control
I'll be lying by the phone
Asking why you got to go
And when you left
That shit forever stays in my head
As I lay myself
Down to rest
And I know
It won't go away
So I guess strangers
Now we will stay

So What do you mean
Its not like you give a damn
Not like you really did care bout me
Am I worth it
Unapologetically broken
Kept as a trophy
Misused and disposed
Like doll or a puppet
Girl I was down on you worst shit
And in my worst shit
All the blinds when down
You rehearsed it
And in the mean time
I got a monster growing on my inside
You keeping bones in your closet
Got a big pile
Of them
And your mouth still running
I just can't stop loving you
Just stop this
You getting on my nerves
Shit's toxic