(You ready?)
No
I do this thing where I close off
My feelings and I take my clothes off
So I don't have to open up to my boyfriend
I told my friends that I'm fine
But really, I'm losin' my mind
They're drinkin', I'm thinkin' too much, so I avoid them
Suckin' in my stomach
Side effects of fittin' in
Don't cut my hair 'cause I'm scared
God forbid I have my own opinion
It's my fear of lookin' like a dumbass
Sayin' somethin' that I shouldn't have
It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back
Holdin' me back
My fear of never being good enough
So I ignore what I want
It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back
But I'm over that
Over, over, over, over, over
Over that
Over, over, over, over, over
I'm over bitin' my tongue
When people tell me I'm too young
To say all the things that I do in my songs
Seventeen, over these
Side effects of fittin' in
I don't know shit, let me live
God forbid I have my own opinion
It's my fear of lookin' like a dumbass
Sayin' somethin' that I shouldn't have
It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back
Holdin' me back
My fear of never being good enough
So I ignore what I want
It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back
But I'm over that
Over, over, over, over, over
Over that
Over, over, over, over, over
Over that
Over, over, over, over, over
It's my fear of lookin' like a dumb-ass
Sayin' somethin' that I shouldn't have
It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back
Holdin' me
It's my fear, never being good enough
So I turned into what I'm not
It's holdin' me back, holdin' me back
Holdin' me
Writer(s): Grant Averill, Jesse B. Thomas, Taylor Gayle Rutherfurd
Copyright(s): Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Hipgnosis Songs Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.
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