Gun Jr - Swift Mischief Lyrics

I waited for my sadist
But he hasn't got none
And I'll pretend
That's not a problem
You say that
I'm fucked up
But there's nothing
Wrong with me.

And I'm not trying to leave
But the rings around my eyes
Are a picture of need
I never had a trick that
Wasn't up my sleeve
You've got no time for me
And I'm lower than
I'm cold

But I'm a user and a thief
I steal for my sweet relief
'Cause it's all
That I know
To get by
And I wake up
On the ground
I hide so you don't
Come around
All the cold
And the snow
Are inside

I don't worry though
I've still got the

Time to kill
Forget the consequnces
Just kiss me tonight
And tomorrow
Begin the regret
You're fed up with
Seconds chances
But I will be your first
In seconds I'll ask you to dance
As time goes on
You'll find out
It's not what you put in
It's what you must put back instead
And I'll break your heart slowly
Just so you can fuck with
My head

And I'd do it all over again
If it wasn't for

All the pain we feel
We'll never talk about it
We just shoot those nights up
And start it all over again
It takes too long
To explain why I am this way
It's the same as why you
Are with him
And you weren't wrong
About those things that you told me
But they've got you
Under my skin
I'm too fargone to forgive and
As dreadful as I've ever been