My Meaning
My Meaning

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My Meaning Lyrics

Give me one I want it all
I've never been contend with what we are
This ideal of a perfect life is an addiction
It makes enjoying life a bad fiction, a mad science, I cannot rest or sleep when I'm closing my eyelids
I should stop chasing constant improvement, distract myself protect my brain from any intrusion
But it's an illusion that I can ever be finished, find a conclusion
Cause that gives me the petrified feeling of not moving and of losing
Time. We only have a life of it and I feel guilty every time I'm waiting around not making the most of it
That's why my mind's constantly lit, and I don't mean on fire, it's burning I can't even approach it with pliers
I need to take it higher and not stay on the ground
I'm restless want to fully use every moment cause it's the clock that counts
I shouldn't be weighed down, I shouldn't be held down, I shouldn't be dragged down and I should never back down

This constant determination comes with a cost
Cause through this age of frost I keep my fingers crossed
Cause doing nothing and standing still is when I feel lost
At work I feel guilty for not writing lines by now I went back and forth on just splitting and quitting so many times
Like Nike poets just did it hundreds of years ago
How can it be so hard if I don't start I'll never know
I do have hope so why do I get so bitter, I don't even consider myself to be a quitter
I would love nothing more than to live for this craft
Cause that means my life until now has been nothing but a draft and I can start to put the art in heart
Make me forget all about this farce and piece together the shards
But on a every day basis I'm not moving like I'm just stuck in a stasis and when I try to break out
I'm running in mazes
Every fucking day I see the same faces. This doesn't happen in phases
Coming back to the same places and I'm playing the same aces

Or maybe I shouldn't talk like that. I always had everything one could as for if I'm honest and take a look back
We were never struggling with money and I finished my degree, always had an opportunity so why is it I wanna flee
So does this mean I should fuck work cause music just feels right
It kinda seems cause it gives me everything I want out of life
I should scream aim and fire the targets in sight, normal life vs my dream it's fight night
the stages flashes in bright light

But I hate to admit that I don't have the balls to quit and to fully commit to the dream I had as a kid
I'm struggling cause it doesn't make sense not to do what I love every single day maybe
That'll finally make my constant feeling of losing time vanish and go away
So yeah just quit and you can stop constantly thinking about it
Fuck your studies, fuck your job, fuck your family, fuck your friends, fuck your sparetime and get the crowd lit
Unless you're DJ Khaled making music 5 hours a week has never written somebody a hit
You always wanted to be bigger than life to be recognized, push your self esteem and brag with your wit

FUCK

Writer(s): Anthony Bissinger, Dennis Homm
Copyright(s): Lyrics © DistroKid
Lyrics Licensed & Provided by LyricFind

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