Jontm - Moonlight Lyrics

Just turned 18
Feels like a day dream
But I'm still asleep smoking hard drinking daily
Waking up and I'm craving the baileys
Dead mans fingers cos I'm playing the same strings
Different people say the same things
Saying like

Focusrite now grab a pen write it down
So you can watch the words just echo through the crowd
I'm not saying I've made it I'm saying proud
Of taking all of my hatred and making it clout
Watch your singing it now

My body's used to drugs but love its what I want
When I lie in bed alone sleeping by my phone
I have lost my soul in paradise alone
And you're guarded by an angel but he won't tell me the way home

Moon light Walker headin straight for ya
Got the metronome but the beatings not for ya
Heading back home telephone they tryna call ya
Look at your phone it's her name you're out the zone
She's in ya head keeping you alone

And What you gonna do about it now
Happy faces keeping you out of town
Hair colour spins your head round and round
I bet you're just missing that ground and pound
Is what she said to keep me down and out
7th round I'm out

My body's used to drugs but love its what I want
When I lie in bed alone sleeping by my phone
I have lost my soul in paradise alone
And you're guarded by an angel but he won't tell me the way home

Moonlights cold but my bed is feeling colder
Giants stand tall bet you're happy that I showed ya
Down on my knees so you can stand upon my shoulders
Try to be a pillar for my soldiers pillow for the soulless hope for the hopeless

But who will hold me up when I'm feeling down
Who will call me up when I'm out of town
You just pick me up to drop me back down
I've just had enough but I can't fight right now
So I'll lift someone up while I'll quietly drown

And motherfucker I'm drowning in my own blood
They say it's thicker then water that's why it's so good
At killing me off trust cos tired it a lot
Tried it with a pillow cos I thought it was soft
Tried a knife but my feelings where washed
And now I'm 18 and I'm so fucking lost

My body's used to drugs but love its what I want
When I lie in bed alone sleeping by my phone
I have lost my soul in paradise alone
And you're guarded by an angel but he won't tell me the way home