Justin Jarmacz - Strife Lyrics

I've spent most of my days
At war with myself
Stuck choosing between
Acquiring wealth and
My mental health
Where in order to live
It comes at a cost
But I don't wanna pay up
My time that will be lost
I'm sick
I'm sick of losing moments
With loved ones
And my family members
While I've been losing it all
Since I can ever remember
It's caused me
The deepest regret of mine
Where I'm unable to tell them
I love you
That one more time
And it's left me to wallow
In years full of sorrow
Because I know there's no hope
For a better tomorrow
So I spend most of my days
In strife with my head
A life I'm forced to keep living
When I'm better off dead

I've spent most of my days
At war with myself
Stuck choosing between
Acquiring wealth and
My mental health
Where in order to live
It comes at a cost
But I don't wanna pay up
My time that will be lost
I'm sick
I'm sick of losing moments
With loved ones
And my family members
While I've been losing it all
Since I can ever remember
It's caused me
The deepest regret of mine
Where I'm unable to tell them
I love you
That one more time
And it's left me to wallow
In years full of sorrow
Because I know there's no hope
For a better tomorrow
So I spend most of my days
In strife with my head
A life I'm forced to keep living
When I'm better off dead