Kelela - Turn to Dust Lyrics

First off, I'm not new to this
Is it a consequence of time
Do I let go, do I grind?
And everything is problematic
I'm trying my best
I know what's inside
I order a new rise

Hey, you're moving slow
But I can't shake you off
There's something for nothing
What can I show for it
You got my time and my body
Might get my soul
The thing on my mind is taking its toll
I'm tired of trying
I'm 'bout to walk out the door

One look at you and
I turn to dust
I turn to dust

One look at you and
I turn to dust
I turn to dust

One look at you and
I turn to dust
I turn to dust
To dust, to dust
I turn to dust

The other thing is you keep holding back
All the while you keep things in the darkness from me
You're so bottled up inside
Spill it out, let go of your mind

Hey, you're moving slow
But I can't shake you off
There's something for nothing
What can I show for it
You got my time and my body
Might get my soul
The thing on my mind is taking its toll
I'm tired of trying
I've got my hand on the door

And I can't take it, I'm walking out the door

I turn to dust
I turn to dust

One look at you and
I turn to dust
I turn to dust

Do you move in slow
But I can't shake you off
I can't, shake you off

It's screaming outside
You're in your head
Late for my friends
When we're layered a shed
Now they're asking when
I wanna say goodbye

But one look at you
I turn to dust
I turn to dust

One look at you and
I turn to dust
I turn to dust

One look at you and
I turn to dust
I turn to dust

To dust, to dust
I turn to dust