kingtriumph - safe&uncomfortable Lyrics

Twisting my hands like I'm twisting my hair like I'm twisting my body
Twisting my mind cuz I can't stop the thoughts that set off my anxiety
Safe in this moment I'm safe in my house am I safe in my head?
Don't act no don't speak no don't fall out of line am I better off dead
Find comfort in routine find comfort in normal find comfort in you
But comfort is fleeting I can't stop this feeling no matter what I do
Can't make a decision can't stop our division we're falling apart
Too many choices and too many voices I don't know where to start
I'm safe and uncomfortable with you
Perpetuate the lie that everything's fine
I'm used to our life of deceit
I want to break away
But I can hardly breathe
Go over my plan I go over escape I'm convinced that I'm ready
But I can't pull the trigger I can't find a way it's just too fucking scary
I lie to myself and I lie to my friends I say everything's fine
They don't want to know and I don't want to tell them I'm dying inside
Can't live up to your standards live up to my own I'm a failure it's true
But I don't want to give you yet another reason to play me the fool
Twisting my hands like I'm twisting my face like I'm twisting my heart
Twisting myself into somebody else just to play the part
I'm safe and uncomfortable with you
Perpetuate the lie that everything's fine
I'm used to our life of deceit
I want to break away
But I can hardly breathe
Safe and uncomfortable
Our demise
It took me so long
To realize
Just what we had become
Strangers that share a home
Share a lie
And keep the truth
From the daylight
But now I see
See the faults with my ways
The way I justified those hurt filled days
The way I put the guilt on myself
The way that I should not have felt
But now I've caught a glimpse of the truth
You keep up your spin, but it's no use
You've given yourself away
And there's nothing that you can say
That would change the things that you've done
Apologies too late, you've become
All the things I hate in myself
And you're dragging us both through hell
You're all the things I hate in myself
And now I'm stuck in this personal hell

Twisting my hands like I'm twisting my hair like I'm twisting my body
Twisting my mind cuz I can't stop the thoughts that set off my anxiety
Safe in this moment I'm safe in my house am I safe in my head?
Don't act no don't speak no don't fall out of line am I better off dead
Find comfort in routine find comfort in normal find comfort in you
But comfort is fleeting I can't stop this feeling no matter what I do
Can't make a decision can't stop our division we're falling apart
Too many choices and too many voices I don't know where to start
I'm safe and uncomfortable with you
Perpetuate the lie that everything's fine
I'm used to our life of deceit
I want to break away
But I can hardly breathe
Go over my plan I go over escape I'm convinced that I'm ready
But I can't pull the trigger I can't find a way it's just too fucking scary
I lie to myself and I lie to my friends I say everything's fine
They don't want to know and I don't want to tell them I'm dying inside
Can't live up to your standards live up to my own I'm a failure it's true
But I don't want to give you yet another reason to play me the fool
Twisting my hands like I'm twisting my face like I'm twisting my heart
Twisting myself into somebody else just to play the part
I'm safe and uncomfortable with you
Perpetuate the lie that everything's fine
I'm used to our life of deceit
I want to break away
But I can hardly breathe
Safe and uncomfortable
Our demise
It took me so long
To realize
Just what we had become
Strangers that share a home
Share a lie
And keep the truth
From the daylight
But now I see
See the faults with my ways
The way I justified those hurt filled days
The way I put the guilt on myself
The way that I should not have felt
But now I've caught a glimpse of the truth
You keep up your spin, but it's no use
You've given yourself away
And there's nothing that you can say
That would change the things that you've done
Apologies too late, you've become
All the things I hate in myself
And you're dragging us both through hell
You're all the things I hate in myself
And now I'm stuck in this personal hell