Kurupi - Breathe/Dream (12am) Lyrics

Are emotions tied to the heart?
Is there a limit?
Could you overpump a feeling leaving a valve filled till it's dripping?
Listen, if you live life
To that full experience
Would your heart suddenly attack you
Leaving you as apparition?
Let in the breeze through a window
Cover your face and breath
Adrenaline explodes into their heads running a mind spree
As we wait desperately
Country to country
To hear what fate has been decided for this here family
Cause that plug is the decision
That is left with much revision
But once a choice was made
The anxious cycle of repetition
Ends
It ends
The avalanche begins to spill
They lose touch of what was real
Beat skipping news to shrill
Breath till it loosen feel
Then shout
Flowers spill out them through the mouth
A cry of mourning due the morning drew the news hits you about
The same time every day
Get your wallet out and pay
Routine boutique it till you're surrounded by a bouquet
The moment that you replay
You is I rewind the tape
Still haven't seen you so I wait for the moment that you awake
For heaven's sake
Just open up those gates
Got a peephole on the key
Can't quite get it beyond me
Moment replay hear you breathing reassures what I can't see
Momentary connection
Roses wilt lose transmission
Conversations start with what we love and that was music fuck

Sweet dreams are made of these
And every time I go to sleep at night I hear you breathing
And it's like
It's not much different this momentary sleep
Cause I get the chance to see you every time I dream
Sweet dreams are made of these
And every time I go to sleep at night I hear you breathing
And it's like
It's not much different this momentary sleep
Cause I get the chance to see you every time I dream

Once upon a country
Under sun trees
Shade the young seed
From beyond the outside world
There lived two sisters stressing
They both pregnant
Dads confessing
Need income from the outside world (aye)
Cause complications risen
Miss medicine can't help these children
Listen if you need treatment leave this place and soar over the ceiling
Till it take you to the States or maybe Brazil it don't matter
As long as you find that doctor who can treat this disaster
One's epileptic
Other's got a weak heart
The fathers left the country worked for money so treatment could start
And so the sisters waited months after months raising their children
Till one got the news to pack they bags to start leaving
And so I looked at you with my lazy eye for the very last time
Waving the infant goodbye
Left with my mom that night
And your sick heart made you cry
And momma's paycheck kind of got you by
Tio never made the call so all in all y'all had to
Decide
To survive
The projector of life
Tinkered away and then spliced
A background fit for a family
Tree to move on live alright
And though winter withers leaves
Spring boutiques made it fine
Yet summers kept you fatigue
The fall left you mesmerized
You were hypnotized
Watched them kids play outside
Held back by the beating of your heart
No play so decide to compromise
So you either or you don't now choose cuz it's a gamble
If you take that little sample
You might get snake eyes

Sweet dreams are made of these
And every time I go to sleep at night I hear you breathing
And it's like
It's not much different this momentary sleep
Cause I get the chance to see you every time I dream
Sweet dreams are made of these
And every time I go to sleep at night I hear you breathing
And it's like
It's not much different this momentary sleep
Cause I get the chance to see you every time I dream

I mean a lot of these fears and a lot of these negative emotions that I feel
And people around me feel stem from like an anxious place
And you shouldn't really ever allow yourself to validate those anxious emotions
A lot of this stuff where you're just like sitting alone
And then you have this thought that like pops into your head
And you're like oh my god I'm gonna
I'm gonna dig myself into a hole
I mean I definitely catch myself more with that

Don't blame the patterns
Feel remorse for the situation
Relate to the problem at hand
To the way that people are feeling and what they're going through
And be compassionate towards theat

When it happens close to you like that thing it's like
That's crazy like that's here
I know about it like
I know all the little details that I wouldn't know about other deaths
And that's what changes your perspective I think
So like you hear kids in Africa dying of starvation and like
Shit dude that sucks
I- I wanna do something but
Kinda hard for me but here you have something that's- that happened
Right yknow like in front of your- in your world, in your world that you live in
It just kinda shows the reality of how everything works

But uh yeah I mean I definitely believe that
When you're world is fucking rocked
It's a lot easier to go to the unexplainable
Because sometimes the shit that happens to you isn't explainable

I think it just kinda stops (Yeah)
And like I dunno that doesn't seem that bad to me
Like you wouldn't be able to like you have no experience
With just nothingness but I don't think its like you're just trapped in like a blackness forever
I think everything just stops and then that's the end of you
And that's ok

Where it just tells you straight up
Life is going fast before your eyes
Don't stop just keep going

The day was August 12th 2016 was unforeseen
From positivity to reverse extremes to in between
Major Tom arrived from Mars with musical quarantine
Cuz all that mattered that morning was getting down the routine
Dreamlike scene flowed through in a vibrational stream
Of consciousness four minds alike connecting me
To the rest of you
The Sun watched Earth in disbelief
Synapse lapsing mind lasting elation avoiding grief
And so the set was complete
Leaving just you, him, and, me
To celebrate and skate away
Pull out the Gamecube start playing
But this party of three
Seemingly missed something
So you got that board full speed
To leave you were in need of-
To leave you were in need of-
Wondering where you went what felt like weeks went by
When we knew what happened oh the panic how the weeks went by
As eclipse played into your ears you were then freed left life
Death off the air approached you and you were freed left life
Deep down you knew you'll be fine
As the crescendo starts whirring, not from your earbuds or mind
As everything around you came in tune to the sky
The sun hid behind the moon to mask away remaining light
You held your hands to the sky knew that you had to abide
But without fear you were fine cherries in a bowl satisfy
Your thirst for life burst in my face synchronize
The animated energy of surprise you realize
How the beacon for life beams bright, eclipse at night
Then returns the next day as the cycle goes by
How disagreements in habitat against what you decide
In between beliefs you knew where spirituality resides
And how life had just concluded diluting the dreamlike
Landscape of where we are right now, no chance for goodbyes
You viewed through the looking glass, now it's time to switch sides
As you begin to notice life flashing before your eyes
Life just keeps on flashing before your

Maybe it's my way to relate or connect the dots line up in chalk
The human mind tries to find reason or rhyme patterns in thoughts
We fought to find blame revenge is all that we sought
In our heads we play the same games no accidents must've been plot
Because we're scared of the truth
There must be reason for all accidents are taboo
Purposefully pedal pushed putting the fault away from you
But there should be no one to blame instead a learning point of view
There's something else stuck in my mind
I try to sleep at night but it's a flashlight to the eyes
Again these patterns quite often pop up inside my head
Coincidences of one put in a playlist till the end of time
Who grieved the most you'd least expect
She cried so much oh when she found out you were
How you were the one to stay in front to make talk when we were nervous
Greetings easy as you seemingly make discussion flourish
And the days after you slept comfort zone left for your service
Put up boxes where we could man we needed to find purpose
Confidence wasn't too hard to fake cuz I learned this
Trick from you, when anxious thoughts began to surface
You just occupy your mind negatives put in a furnace
Focus the feeling somewhere else to breath to stop squirming
Relaxation is key peace of mind till you're free
Take a moment to breath and start to daydream

Sweet dreams are made of these
And every time I go to sleep at night I hear you breathing
And it's like
It's not much different this momentary sleep
Cause I get the chance to see you every time I dream
Sweet dreams are made of these
And every time I go to sleep at night I hear you breathing
And it's like
It's not much different this momentary sleep
Cause I get the chance to see you every time I dream

And I mean like a while ago
I was like so unsure about the afterlife that I'd have anxiety attacks every night
And it was really shitty and uh
I mean a mixture of antidepressants and therapy stop that but
I mean what really helps me now is just to know that
I'm not at that point where I should even be worrying about it (Yeah)
I'm so so young
And there's just things that I don't need to know yet
And like I guess that's sort of the procrastinator in me but I mean yeah
(That helps to know)