Kyle Landon - Bismuth Lyrics

I've always been running but never away
I face the light fueling all of my decay
I have lost more time as we enter new day
I'm a selfish animal stuck in my ways

Stuck in the past
My way
Can't make it last
New days
Wearing a mask
So fake
Waiting to pass
Away

All the things that I say
Don't match up, failed play
I'm lucky anybody's listening
One shot left, or you'll be my history

I don't believe in me
I don't see what you see
I need you but I can't ever come out
I don't know what my silence is about

I should just adapt to
Everything that makes you
Can not keep feelings out
As time flows I could drown

I just move in circles
It's just like how the world goes
Perhaps it takes action
My broken wheels lack traction

Stuck in the past
My way
Can't make it last
New days
Wearing a mask
So fake
Waiting to pass
Away

Stuck in the past

I made her wait too long
Now our love is all gone
I will not tell myself anymore lies
My life is flashing before my own eyes

I will believe in me
Recognize everything
I'll be the person that I want to be
Productive, amicable and happy

God, I regret too much
Go with the guts first hunch
Wont stop 'til our first touch
Understand you for love

Where is my catharsis?
I thought that writing brings bliss
I will get out of bed
The cold impedes to no end

When will I get home?
How will I get home?
I don't understand why it has
Been taking so long

It don't, matter a lot
It don't, matter a lot
Waiting for bismuth to drop
Home, shattered and lost
Gold, scattered and tossed
Know

World is, not one for me
I won't, ever be free
I have been placed in holding
Been, trying too long
Been, trying so long
So

It don't, matter a lot
It don't, matter a lot
Waiting for bismuth to drop
Home, shattered and lost
Gold, scattered and tossed
Know

World is, not one for me
I wont, ever be free
I have been placed in holding
Been, trying too long
Been, trying so long
So

When will I get home?
How will I get home?
I don't understand why it has
Been taking so long