lucy allen - So, Now What? Lyrics

Moving on was such an awful pain
Wondering if I'd ever feel the same
Since my life has now been robbed of you
Even though I didn't have a choice
Knowing that I also have a voice
Is the only thing that's getting me through

But I won't let it get to me
Put your phone down and start to breath
Sometimes life's not fair you know it's true

But I know that I would be lying
If I said that the crying
Didn't mean a thing
But the pressure that I would just push down
Was starting to come back around
And was overflowing
Oh I know that it was all for the best
Knowing that I have to take a rest now
But I don't know how
So goodbye to the thing that I love
But I need to know
Please tell me what do I do now

Seein them move on without me
Wondering if they even miss me
Did I make a difference at all
But I know that I was valued
They all said that we support you
If I'm down I know who I would call

But I know that I would be lying
If I said that the crying
Didn't mean a thing
But the pressure that I would just push down
Was starting to come back around
And was overflowing
Oh I know that it was all for the best
Knowing that I have to take a rest now
But I don't know how
So goodbye to the thing that I love
But I need to know
Please tell me what do I do now

So thank you to everyone
For the opportunity
That you all gave me

But I know that I would be lying
If I said that the crying
Didn't mean a thing
But the pressure that I would just push down
Was starting to come back around
And was overflowing
Oh I know that it was all for the best
Knowing that I have to take a rest now
But I don't know how
So goodbye to the thing that I love
But I need to know
Please tell me what do I do now

So, now what