Walk My Way Around This Lyrics Meanings
by Mad Chad

So this is the way you wanted to go
Now here we are, broken, frozen
A memory of what we used to be
Hanging on a glimmer of hope
If we could just get back to new
I have no words, I'm left with
Some Dark Times
And the anxiety
It will make you come unglued

Am I on the way up
Or am I on the way down
Please, just some control here
I smash my fist to the ground
There's a wildness behind these eyes
Who's nativity soon will be known
Every time I try to walk my way around this
I end back at the same FUCKING SPOT

We will move from here
Fake smiles, small talk
Synthetic love, air locked
Spread from ear to ear
Nothing ever changes
Run to the safety of denial
Time will change us
Leaving me estranged
Walk faster you still have more to do
Here comes the train of life
You better RUN
Before it misses you

Am I on the way up
Or am I on the way down
Please, just some control here
I smash my fist to the ground
There's a wildness behind these eyes
Who's nativity will soon be known
Every time I try to walk my way around this
I end back at the same FUCKING SPOT
Control

Give me the words to make this alright
I don't even know where to start
My whole life changed that night
When I saw your heart
I've tried to move on from this
I've tried to talk around this
I've tried to write about this
I've tried to pray about this
I've tried to run from this
I've searched inside
I have nothing
I end up at the same fucking spot
It's the same spot
The same
Round and round
I am bound
Up and down
All around
Round and round
I am bound
Up and down
All around

I am empty, my efforts left to naught
Un-reformable, broken
Stuck in the same SPOT
The same spot
Cut these chains from me
Over and over
Over and over

Every time I try to shock myself out of this
My mind becomes air-locked
Every time I try to talk my way out of this
I am fronting something I'm not
I try to lock my mind around this
There's an emotion I can't spot
I walk my way around this
I am Stuck. In the same. Fucking. Spot