Monument Monument - So This Is What Happens to the Dreams of Youth Lyrics

I never wanted this to become something we did when we were young
I'm doing everything I can to not end up exactly where I am
Keep it running keep it running baby

I wrote a song for the ages and forgot the lines
I think there was something in there about trying to make things right with you
It was an uphill battle almost every night
But there was something inside that wouldn't let us lose
If you only knew

You made a habit of talking only in past tense
And I remember all of the things that you used to believe in
Keep it running keep it running baby

I wrote a song for the ages and forgot the lines
I think there was something in there about trying to make things right with you
It was an uphill battle almost every night
But there was something inside that wouldn't let us lose
If you only knew

How there's so much I still miss
Late nights thinking where we'd we get
And I raced my brothers to the front porch
Of a house that ain't home anymore

I'm going to make it back
I'm going to find my head
I'm going to climb my way back to something

I get the feeling that there's so much left to do
In this apartment with a cemetery view
Like at a wedding in a temporary suit
I lost you