Mournful Lines - See Through Lyrics

A silent room
Only dim candle light
Memories of the times
When I didn't have to fight
These memories have taught me
How to be a better man
Or is it just me
Playing a lead in my own game?

I have forgot the rules
Even forgot the game

I shed my laughter
Only when I'm bleeding
I shed my tears
Only when I'm weakest
I've been too strong
For way too long

These memories have told me
How to see a better day
Still not able to see through
Wearing a mask that molds me

I have forgot how to live
I have forgot how to die