Nick Trees - Dead or Alive Lyrics

Hey, oh
They want em dead or alive

Oh how can I be civil?
When I'm feeling riddled
With the problems and the issues
You got an issue then solve it with a tissue
Pointing fingers, in the mirror I hit myself with the ring on
Heading down the path I don't want now
Try to be strong but I don't know what it is I want now
I look around, and it really ain't even that bad
I try to cherish what is right and I know

So why would I be riddled?
Got the puzzle in my brain I'm feeling ridiculed
Every time I think of you
And then you look at me you look away
Say goodbye you walk away you leave my life
Forgive me I am sorry for the problems that I caused
I love you so, I let it go
I almost wish I never knew but I know too much for my own good
You can never call me back but I wish you would
I know it ain't the end but sayonara
I may never know where you'll end up this time tomorrow
You had no other choice, and I ain't even mad
I may never see you again the thought it makes me sad
I hope you understand I think about the good things
When I hear your laugh
In my mind all I know I no one else would ever give me a chance
I'm grateful for the times the future and the past the hope for present

Financially poor, but my heart is gold
Bleeding thru the ink into the words I wrote
Never spoke in such a way before
So pure in its form its likely it will go ignored
I care about you, words will not explain
A life without you it is likely it will never be the same
Alive or dead this is never truly a goodbye
I imagine you in bright blue skies shining down with a light