Rayzzor - 12:52 (Bonus) Lyrics

Here's the story of a stoner's heart
And how without you I seem to fall apart
I proceed to turn the pain into a work of art
But inside there's a blank canvas colors lost
I don't know why it's so hard to let go
All the thoughts make me so sentimental
Feeling like we were so close to special
Now every time we speak it's so stressful
Because in you and me I believed
Broken heart that's sewn on my sleeve
The nightmares ain't no worse than my dreams
How can I be King if there's no Queen
I ain't perfect but at least I fucking try
Love, keep it real when you look me in my eyes
Miss me with the bullshit I'm seeing through the lies
Don't wanna hear excuses no need to justify
I can't help the fact that I'm a lover, not a fighter
Think of all the reasons I want to be right beside her
I shouldn't stoke the flames when I'm burning with desire
But I roll another joint and I reach for my lighter cuz
It's almost 12:52
My mind's racing and I can't stop thinking of you
Your heart is killing me
Even in a crowd, I'm alone
Everything I do seems so wrong
Would you even care if I'm gone
Some days I just don't know where I should be
Fuck circumstances why should I compete
Cuz every time they leave you all you got is me
But every time you leave me I'm just incomplete
The kinda shit that triggers my anxiety
That's why I need the weed I'm high as I can be
With every puff I take suppress the memories
I'm drained as fuck I gave you all my energy
And there's been times I felt misused
I'm dealing with these trust issues
It doesn't mean I don't miss you
But all this fucks with my mental
No, I ain't perfect but at least I fucking try
She don't wanna hear what's real cause the truth would make her cry
Always falling back together even though we say goodbye
Can we fix these broken wings so that one day we can fly
I can't help the fact that I'm a lover, not a fighter
Think of all the reasons I want to be right beside her
I shouldn't stoke the flames when I'm burning with desire
So I roll another joint and I reach for my lighter cuz
It's almost 12:52
My mind's racing and I can't stop thinking of you
Your heart is killing me
Even in a crowd, I'm alone
Everything I do seems so wrong
Would you even care if I'm gone
It's almost 12:52
My mind's racing and I can't stop thinking of you
Your heart is killing me
Even in a crowd, I'm alone
Everything I do seems so wrong
Would you even care if I'm gone

Here's the story of a stoner's heart
And how without you I seem to fall apart
I proceed to turn the pain into a work of art
But inside there's a blank canvas colors lost
I don't know why it's so hard to let go
All the thoughts make me so sentimental
Feeling like we were so close to special
Now every time we speak it's so stressful
Because in you and me I believed
Broken heart that's sewn on my sleeve
The nightmares ain't no worse than my dreams
How can I be King if there's no Queen
I ain't perfect but at least I fucking try
Love, keep it real when you look me in my eyes
Miss me with the bullshit I'm seeing through the lies
Don't wanna hear excuses no need to justify
I can't help the fact that I'm a lover, not a fighter
Think of all the reasons I want to be right beside her
I shouldn't stoke the flames when I'm burning with desire
But I roll another joint and I reach for my lighter cuz
It's almost 12:52
My mind's racing and I can't stop thinking of you
Your heart is killing me
Even in a crowd, I'm alone
Everything I do seems so wrong
Would you even care if I'm gone
Some days I just don't know where I should be
Fuck circumstances why should I compete
Cuz every time they leave you all you got is me
But every time you leave me I'm just incomplete
The kinda shit that triggers my anxiety
That's why I need the weed I'm high as I can be
With every puff I take suppress the memories
I'm drained as fuck I gave you all my energy
And there's been times I felt misused
I'm dealing with these trust issues
It doesn't mean I don't miss you
But all this fucks with my mental
No, I ain't perfect but at least I fucking try
She don't wanna hear what's real cause the truth would make her cry
Always falling back together even though we say goodbye
Can we fix these broken wings so that one day we can fly
I can't help the fact that I'm a lover, not a fighter
Think of all the reasons I want to be right beside her
I shouldn't stoke the flames when I'm burning with desire
So I roll another joint and I reach for my lighter cuz
It's almost 12:52
My mind's racing and I can't stop thinking of you
Your heart is killing me
Even in a crowd, I'm alone
Everything I do seems so wrong
Would you even care if I'm gone
It's almost 12:52
My mind's racing and I can't stop thinking of you
Your heart is killing me
Even in a crowd, I'm alone
Everything I do seems so wrong
Would you even care if I'm gone