Saint Diablo - My Time Lyrics

I know you need me to break down. I know you need me to fail. Makes you feel good about yourself. Somehow my pain adds to your wealth. I'll never give you the satisfaction. I'd rather take my last breath now. There's a price we pay for every investment we don't get back. I just need to find a way to justify my time. Because no one likes to think their life was wasted. I just need to find a way to justify my time. My time, my love, my life half wasted! I think of all the lies I said. I'll never be the stupid one again. All the time that I wasted. I'll never be the stupid one again. However I must admit. That if I was ever, ever given, another chance to do it again, I don't know what I would do different. I think of all the people that I misled. I hope that I never do that again. Manipulated by my friends who think friendship's a competition. I'll never be the stupid one again. I just need to find a way to justify my time. Because no one likes to think their life was wasted. I just need to learn to ask the right questions next time. Next time, next time, so I don't get left out. I just need to find a way to justify my time, my love, my life half wasted! Why are my allies all missing in action? You're all missing in action! Too many passive aggressive reactions. Reaction. I want to be there when your business collapses. When you're wasting your time wondering what happened. I just need to find a way to justify my time. Because no one likes to think their life was wasted. I just need to learn to ask the right questions next time. Next time, next time, so I don't get left out. I just need to find a way to justify my time, my love, my life half wasted!