self sabotage Lyrics Meanings
by Svlace

I am aware
That I've been my worst enemy through all this
Knowing shit will set me back, yet giving in regardless
I know that I'm stronger mentally, lack discipline when fallen
The carelessness burns in me like the scorching heat in august

I'm a ticking time bomb
Need repent from my wrongs
Sin and wonder why God
When it's really my fault
Please stand back cause hell's hot
Dealing with myself a lot
Only have myself to blame
Sick of the self sabotage

I'm a ticking time bomb
Need repent from my wrongs
Sin and wonder why God
When it's really my fault
Please stand back cause hell's hot
Dealing with myself a lot
Only have myself to blame
Sick of the self sabotage

Running into setbacks that could easily be avoided
Yeah, keep holding myself back, couldn't you see how that'd be annoying
Always toying with my emotions, but I'm addicted to the rush
I'm addicted to the touch, I'm addicted to the lust
And on top of that, I procrastinate too much
Shit, I meant to hit record, but now I think I lost the umph
If I got paid to be in my head, I'd be richer than Elon Musk
But they're missing the picture like a bad art heist, going through my archive and I'm feeling stuck

I'm a ticking time bomb
Need repent from my wrongs
Sin and wonder why God
When it's really my fault
Please stand back cause hell's hot
Dealing with myself a lot
Only have myself to blame
Sick of the self sabotage

I'm a ticking time bomb
Need repent from my wrongs
Sin and wonder why God
When it's really my fault
Please stand back cause hell's hot
Dealing with myself a lot
Dealing with myself a lot
Dealing with myself a lot