Vanity Plate - Rosehill Lyrics

Surreal, unexpected, heart-sick cold and hurt
I'll just stay here
Autopilot, video games
Reality? No thanks
I'll just stay here

Your smile, your laugh, but I've got that
I'll just stay here
Get busy, stand tall
Find a new road, question it all
No. I'll just stay here

I don't like to get ahead of myself
But if you need me, I'll be sleeping in until I leave town

Not that it helps I'm just wondering why?
Why him? Why now? Why this? Why me
I don't mean to get existential but I know I'm not the only one reeling

I know I had more than I could have ever hoped for
But that doesn't help deal with this loss or my grief
Soon I'll consider dealing with this pain, I won't be bitter
But for now, I'll just be