Viktor Payne - No Sunshine Lyrics

It ain't no mufuqn sunshine
I've had my ups but I done had too many of hard times
I'm lost in darkness can i glimpse of sunshine
A match flame fire God I need some sunshine in my life
I had to take a step back from everybody else just to find myself
I feel like I been lost on this road for sometime I can't find myself
I'm scared to look myself in the eye in the mirror
Like when I do I see my dark side even clearer
Say it's a blessing having life the way this shit set up
I swear I just can't see
Karma done blinded me so hard I'm in survival mode
That's probably why I walk around my house so fuqn cold
Soon as my eyes see the light of day I'm on go go
And I'm good guy these day's ain't no selling dope
Too much to lose too many options
Don't wanna live my life ducking dodging all them problems
Nothing to show for all them years but scars and mental problem
Wishing I was raised on love to know the feeling
To pass it on to my children