Unbroken Kraft - Rat Race Lyrics

I've been trying I don't feel good lately
Wanna make you proud wanna live greatly
Rap game finna' make me go crazy
Feels like I'm part of their slavery
I don't know how I'll be when I grow up
Tryin' not think everyday I show up
All my homies tryin' hard to blow up
I'm the only one holding myself back

Always on the back I'm the one who should attack
But I'm always stating facts don't push me
Always on the road my life it is an episode
But it's not for you to see so I put up with no shows
Maybe all I neeed is an escape through fast lane
I don't wanna scrape these last days are hectic
Don't give me no red cape I'm not fit
All I am is a bad son and bad friend
Live my life through these sounds and black tapes
I don't kill but know I got blood stains
Maybe you think I got no feelings
All these shit might be for some reason

I've been trying I don't feel good lately
Wanna make you proud wanna live greatly
Rap game finna' make me go crazy
Feels like I'm part of their slavery
I don't know how I'll be when I grow up
Tryin' not think everyday I show up
All my homies tryin' hard to blow up
I'm the only one holding myself back

I'm sinking I'm flowing inside my thoughts
A lot of shit been given to me that I did not bought
I fought with the fate and I fight till this date
They just want me slave the money's just a bait
Tryna' be positive still that's not for me to take
Tryna' survive my people that I'm late
Now I'm the closed one never boast one I don't even toast one
I don't even hear from my close ones
Maybe because now they are no close
I won't say that I'm fine with it but this is what they chose
This is what they thought the rightly thing to do
Good for me now I don't got to live to prove

You better not think that I'm weak
I'm just taking my time so to speak

I've been trying I don't feel good lately
Wanna make you proud wanna live greatly
Rap game finna' make me go crazy
Feels like I'm part of their slavery
I don't know how I'll be when I grow up
Tryin' not think everyday I show up
All my homies tryin' hard to blow up
I'm the only one holding myself back