Abigail Sernal - A gift, a curse Lyrics

Ahh
Here's my headspace as of late
The heaviness gets harder to contain
No matter where I go there's no escaping, no way
I lay my truth I speak it in these words
The pain that lingers on is the worst
This what they call a gift, a curse
There's no way I can change it in a day
But if given the choice, I'll choose to stay
I'll face my fears every single day
Life is nothing but a dream
A beautiful synchronicity
The way it feels the way it seems
I ground myself in love peace and light
And even in darkness, I am guided
I know I'm not just surviving
I keep on living until I earn the right to die
It don't matter how far
It don't matter how hard
Life's a game playing tricks all in my brain
Hard to say if it's the same
Hard to gauge where it all came
Saving space and giving grace
I'm just tryna save myself, baby

Ahh
Here's my headspace as of late
The heaviness gets harder to contain
No matter where I go there's no escaping, no way
I lay my truth I speak it in these words
The pain that lingers on is the worst
This what they call a gift, a curse
There's no way I can change it in a day
But if given the choice, I'll choose to stay
I'll face my fears every single day
Life is nothing but a dream
A beautiful synchronicity
The way it feels the way it seems
I ground myself in love peace and light
And even in darkness, I am guided
I know I'm not just surviving
I keep on living until I earn the right to die
It don't matter how far
It don't matter how hard
Life's a game playing tricks all in my brain
Hard to say if it's the same
Hard to gauge where it all came
Saving space and giving grace
I'm just tryna save myself, baby