Eddie Lee - Silence Lyrics

There’s someone knocking at my window
I got someone beating down my door
Sometimes I wish it was death calling
Most times I pray it ain’t death calling
I love the moments make me feel alive
Momentary they come few and far between
I take a sip it make me feel alive
Then close my eyes cause life feel better in my dreams
I’ve been sticking to myself now at least I know I can trust me
Can’t put nobody above me
Cause I’m not trynna hit another rut
Butterflies gotta die don’t want no bubble guts
They say cool out on the pain I might just double up
Watch then kill themselves for first I’m cool with runner up
How I’m supposed to talk my shit if I ain’t done enough
That’s the type of circumstance that have em running up
I’m just trynna spread the wealth and make a difference
Peep the game and then apply it to the vision
When people cannot feel the love they get to dissing
When niggas cannot get a plate they get to killing
I am not the type to judge on how you living
I am not the type to bite the hand that’s giving
I’m just trynna make a mutherfucking living
I’m just trynna feed the mutherfucking family
Hope these niggas understand me
None of this shit was in the planning
But I could tell you how it happened
I could tell you bout the long nights
I could tell you bout the times I wanna quit
I could tell you all the one ain’t give me shit
I could tell you I ain’t tripping off a bitch
My bro was breaking down the Ps to make a flip
All that shit so he could read a syllabus
Now I know I got someone knocking at my window
I got someone beating down my door
Sometimes I wish it was death calling
Most times I pray it ain’t death calling
I love the moment make me feel alive
Momentary they come few and far between
I take a sip it make me feel alive
Then close my eyes cause life feel better in my dreams
I’m destructive off the substance
So this could go either way
I seen so many loose they way
Just to please what people say
I seen my bro take something just to take the edge off
He never seen another day
And people love to tell a nigga I ain’t seen shit
I ain’t seen

There’s someone knocking at my window
I got someone beating down my door
Sometimes I wish it was death calling
Most times I pray it ain’t death calling
I love the moments make me feel alive
Momentary they come few and far between
I take a sip it make me feel alive
Then close my eyes cause life feel better in my dreams
I’ve been sticking to myself now at least I know I can trust me
Can’t put nobody above me
Cause I’m not trynna hit another rut
Butterflies gotta die don’t want no bubble guts
They say cool out on the pain I might just double up
Watch then kill themselves for first I’m cool with runner up
How I’m supposed to talk my shit if I ain’t done enough
That’s the type of circumstance that have em running up
I’m just trynna spread the wealth and make a difference
Peep the game and then apply it to the vision
When people cannot feel the love they get to dissing
When niggas cannot get a plate they get to killing
I am not the type to judge on how you living
I am not the type to bite the hand that’s giving
I’m just trynna make a mutherfucking living
I’m just trynna feed the mutherfucking family
Hope these niggas understand me
None of this shit was in the planning
But I could tell you how it happened
I could tell you bout the long nights
I could tell you bout the times I wanna quit
I could tell you all the one ain’t give me shit
I could tell you I ain’t tripping off a bitch
My bro was breaking down the Ps to make a flip
All that shit so he could read a syllabus
Now I know I got someone knocking at my window
I got someone beating down my door
Sometimes I wish it was death calling
Most times I pray it ain’t death calling
I love the moment make me feel alive
Momentary they come few and far between
I take a sip it make me feel alive
Then close my eyes cause life feel better in my dreams
I’m destructive off the substance
So this could go either way
I seen so many loose they way
Just to please what people say
I seen my bro take something just to take the edge off
He never seen another day
And people love to tell a nigga I ain’t seen shit
I ain’t seen