Todrick Hall - Lyin' to Myself Lyrics

Baby I know you know
That I'm an animal
And darling you can't tame this kind of man
Baby I tried so hard to be the man you want
But every time you tear my walls down
They just build back up again

Told you once
You'll never see me cry
I'm not that kind of guy
But I know you're done with excuses, yeah
Once, I saw you say goodbye
I thought twice about that lie
But I know you know what the truth is

But these old shades
Make me feel safe
And these gold chains
Make me feel brave, baby
It ain't you, so please don't change
I can't be true to no one else
Too busy lying, lying to myself
Lying to myself

Baby, I know I'm guilty in this game of love
I've fallen back, not showing all my cards
I'm terrified what move life's gonna play on us
And I'm sure it just takes courage
But I'm scared to find that high

Told you once
You'll never see me cry
I'm not that kind of guy
But I know you're done with excuses, yeah
Once, I saw you say goodbye
I thought twice about that lie
But I know you know what the truth is

But these old shades
Make me feel safe
And these gold chains
Make me feel brave, baby
It ain't you, so please don't change
I can't be true to no one else
Too busy lying, lying to myself
Lying to myself

But these old shades
Make me feel safe
And these gold chains
Make me feel brave, baby
It ain't you, so please don't change
I can't be true to no one else
Too busy lying, lying to myself
Lying to myself

But these old shades
Make me feel safe
And these gold chains
Make me feel brave, baby
It ain't you, so please don't change
I can't be true to no one else
Too busy lying, lying to myself
Lying to myself