Trillphill - Pretty Lyrics

What am I gonna do?
When I've spent my whole life running out of time
Either way I'm gonna lose, yeah
All my life, all my answers

It's an ordinary feeling
But it's one that keeps me up late at night
Just staring at the ceiling
Tryna block out every thought in my mind
Ay ay ay
Yeah, I don't wanna be here
Honey i don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here
In my mind...

And I know, and I know, and I know, and I know it's true
Pretty things in your life
You don't know how good they are 'til you lose it
Holding on to this precious time
And I know it's You
I know it's You
Ain't a moment pretty
Pretty, pretty

Lately I've been stressing if I'm being honest
Feeling like the world is just changing around me
How am I supposed to keep up?
And then the thoughts in my brain...
(Are seriously no help at all)
I'm really supposed to live in the moment
But it gets hard sometimes

It's an ordinary feeling
But it's one that keeps me up late at night
Just staring at the ceiling
Tryna block out every thought in my mind
Ay ay ay
Yeah, I don't wanna be here
Honey i don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be here
In my mind...

And I know, and I know
And I know, and I know it's true
Pretty things in your life
You don't know how good they are 'til you lose it
Holding on to this precious time
And I know it's You
I know it's You
Ain't a moment pretty
Pretty, pretty

Can I ride my bicycle with you?
Oh
I really want a bicycle, aye

I done been here for many years
On this God-forsaken road
I'm driving fast to escape the tears
Until I realize

And I know, and I know
And I know, and I know it's true
Pretty things in your life:
You don't know how good they are 'til you lose it
Holding on to this precious time
And I know it's You
I know it's You