Upon Eventual Collapse - The Distance Lyrics

I lost my way 10 years ago
And I'm reeling
Worn out beaten down
By my own hands
A worthless feeling

I found some meaning in the noise
Wash away my fears
Look deeper inside for a reason
Than I had before

Still struggling to get back those 10 years
And where did they go
A lifetime of hard drink
And I'm failing
With nothing to show

I found some meaning in the noise
Wash away my fears
Look deeper inside for a reason
Than I had before

I don't think you realize what it all means
The difference
The distance