1nt3grity, BigKaay - FOCUS Lyrics

Being me got you hurt
And I know it took some time
But I finally know my worth
I'm not going back in forth
I'm not arguing thru texts
You hiding what you said
You deleting all yo messages
I know
I play a fool to catch a fool
I'm not trynna be petty
but I realized how you move
You can't see me being happy
You can't see me in a groove
Throwing dirt on my name
You just wanna see me bruised
It's okay
I know you got yo own excuse
How you beat me real bad
But you don't see yo own abuse
Filling up on all the pain
Trynna turn it to tattoos
And they say a youngin crazy
Like I already ain't knew
Life hit different when you young and broken
They don't know how to handle they just steady smoking
I feel like music is my only coping
Quoting Rod wave trynna keep my focus
I know I'm i see the Bogus
They act like I won't notice
Writing all my pain I should be a poet
Staying out the mix keeping my eyes open
Surround it by these people got me at my lowest
I see they fake n the phony
Claiming that they real
But really you en know me
You don't know about them times I was out feeling lonely
By myself with no one else so don't you act like my homie
Life hit different when you young and broken
They don't know how to handle they just steady smoking
I feel like music is my only coping
Quoting Rod wave trynna keep my focus
Ain't nobody good for me
At night I go to sleep
I get betrayed in my dreams
Love scars killed my esteem
I wonder what they see
Cs you broke all of me
Love alright just blinded me
In a toxic in a way
At the time
My love was feening
Threw the word around Cs I didn't know the meaning
Now I don't say it often
When I do I mean it
And I take my love to heart
It's still healing from the bleeding
Life hit different when you young and broken
They don't know how to handle they just steady smoking
I feel like music is my only coping
Quoting Rod wave trynna keep my focus

Being me got you hurt
And I know it took some time
But I finally know my worth
I'm not going back in forth
I'm not arguing thru texts
You hiding what you said
You deleting all yo messages
I know
I play a fool to catch a fool
I'm not trynna be petty
but I realized how you move
You can't see me being happy
You can't see me in a groove
Throwing dirt on my name
You just wanna see me bruised
It's okay
I know you got yo own excuse
How you beat me real bad
But you don't see yo own abuse
Filling up on all the pain
Trynna turn it to tattoos
And they say a youngin crazy
Like I already ain't knew
Life hit different when you young and broken
They don't know how to handle they just steady smoking
I feel like music is my only coping
Quoting Rod wave trynna keep my focus
I know I'm i see the Bogus
They act like I won't notice
Writing all my pain I should be a poet
Staying out the mix keeping my eyes open
Surround it by these people got me at my lowest
I see they fake n the phony
Claiming that they real
But really you en know me
You don't know about them times I was out feeling lonely
By myself with no one else so don't you act like my homie
Life hit different when you young and broken
They don't know how to handle they just steady smoking
I feel like music is my only coping
Quoting Rod wave trynna keep my focus
Ain't nobody good for me
At night I go to sleep
I get betrayed in my dreams
Love scars killed my esteem
I wonder what they see
Cs you broke all of me
Love alright just blinded me
In a toxic in a way
At the time
My love was feening
Threw the word around Cs I didn't know the meaning
Now I don't say it often
When I do I mean it
And I take my love to heart
It's still healing from the bleeding
Life hit different when you young and broken
They don't know how to handle they just steady smoking
I feel like music is my only coping
Quoting Rod wave trynna keep my focus