A.Paps ft. Lil Xtra - POS Lyrics

Really I'm a piece of shit and I'm just making peace with it
Walk around the universe and I can never see the shit
Lately I don't like when people stare it kinda ware me down
And people are depressed I make these songs to maybe make them smile
But why
Are you always out of time
Whenever I'm around
Would you tell me
What you're thinking
Say you hate me
I don't believe it
I know I'm not perfect
I don't deserve it
I didn't mean to
Make you feel worthless
But here we are
Cut too deeply to heal these scars
Tried to keep you close but I tired to hard
On the run from myself but I never get too far
I only know bout the things that you like
I'm only concerned that you really mine
Thoughts all the time I've been putting them off
Depressed in my room hoping I dissolve
I only know bout the things that you like
I'm only concerned that you really mine
Thoughts all the time I've been putting them off
Depressed in my room hoping I dissolve
Really all the time I be mad or sad
And I make a fake smile to be a better dad
Cuz I know some day they gone understand
When they got their own kids and their other end
Yeah I fly first class in the best dreams
And I crash land jets parachute seats
Got thrift store pants nothing to clean
And my money on hold wait for the beep
I only know bout the things that you like
I'm only concerned that you really mine
Thoughts all the time I've been putting them off
Depressed in my room hoping I dissolve
I only know bout the things that you like
I'm only concerned that you really mine
Thoughts all the time I've been putting them off
Depressed in my room hoping I dissolve

Really I'm a piece of shit and I'm just making peace with it
Walk around the universe and I can never see the shit
Lately I don't like when people stare it kinda ware me down
And people are depressed I make these songs to maybe make them smile
But why
Are you always out of time
Whenever I'm around
Would you tell me
What you're thinking
Say you hate me
I don't believe it
I know I'm not perfect
I don't deserve it
I didn't mean to
Make you feel worthless
But here we are
Cut too deeply to heal these scars
Tried to keep you close but I tired to hard
On the run from myself but I never get too far
I only know bout the things that you like
I'm only concerned that you really mine
Thoughts all the time I've been putting them off
Depressed in my room hoping I dissolve
I only know bout the things that you like
I'm only concerned that you really mine
Thoughts all the time I've been putting them off
Depressed in my room hoping I dissolve
Really all the time I be mad or sad
And I make a fake smile to be a better dad
Cuz I know some day they gone understand
When they got their own kids and their other end
Yeah I fly first class in the best dreams
And I crash land jets parachute seats
Got thrift store pants nothing to clean
And my money on hold wait for the beep
I only know bout the things that you like
I'm only concerned that you really mine
Thoughts all the time I've been putting them off
Depressed in my room hoping I dissolve
I only know bout the things that you like
I'm only concerned that you really mine
Thoughts all the time I've been putting them off
Depressed in my room hoping I dissolve