brntjc - eunoia Lyrics

Almost 4 am
And I can't forget
It's around this time that I could've been up with you
Creaking wooden floor
As I close the door
I shut you out while I hide inside my room

Echoes of your voice sharper than a knife
Silence so deadly, you come back every time
Shadows take your place, silhouettes of pain
But they're no longer here to stay

Eunoia
I swear that I'll get there someday
Eunoia
A long lonely road's away
Where nature thrives under azure skies
A paradise-like state of mind
Eunoia
The moment your memory fades

I should've known it then
When we tried again
I'd burn myself from a fire that already died
I'll fight uncertainty
Of finding my own peace
Cause now I know that it wasn't ours to find

It's almost like your name's been so far engraved
Not a part of me that you didn't scathe
In a couple of months, all the past few ones
Are bound to have their curse undone

Eunoia
I swear that I'll get there someday
Eunoia
A long lonely road's away
Where nature thrives under azure skies
A paradise-like state of mind
Eunoia
The moment your memory fades

Though this is merely just
A simple manifestation
Just watch these words, they'll birth
Something of their own creation

No more losing wars
No more thunderstorms
No more twisted words
Or manipulators
Not a stone to throw
Not a heart you own
Not a night to loan
Or place that I won't go

Eunoia
A long lonely road's away
Where nature thrives under azure skies
A paradise-like state of mind
Eunoia
The moment your memory fades
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
I'll be okay
I'll be