Celladoor - 5 AM Lyrics

You wouldn't ask me if you could see
Now my cupboards are empty and I'm starving
What exactly am I supposed to be
Now you decide there's nothing wrong with me
My x box is broken, I've no spliff to toke
I'm allergic to toast, the holy, haunted, ghost
I've run out of jokes, an empty pack of smokes
This rash won't go, good god, I feel so alone

Hungry and bored although I know I'm adored
I try my best but that's not been enough, yet
Hey master, preach, I'm your student to teach
Your words, I speak, but they can not feed me
I can't take much more of this
My belly hurts and my head feels worse
Forgive me, I'm grateful but I feel cursed
And now I feel guilty, this is all I deserve

Son, do not doubt, you're on your way out
It's hardest now, just keep true somehow
They cannot kill this spirit's will
If you're to die then smile, don't you cry
You made the choice, you used my voice
You are still so kind and you've not closed your eyes
You made your mind and that was my design
Unbound from time, dear son of mine