DeFalco - 4ever now Lyrics

Mind so broken
And I know that I know it
Heart so frozen
PTSD, never chose this
And I really, really wish I couldn't see in the dark
Seeing things that keep breaking my heart
I don't wanna let her down
She's my everything forever now
But I'm making up the hardest part
Her teardrops gonna make me drown
But my brain just seems to like the dark
I think that's why the sky keeps falling down
And I can't focus
Just feel so hopeless
Ever since I lost an angel
My heart's been cut open
Mind so broken
And I know that I know it
Heart so frozen
PTSD, never chose this
And I really, really wish I couldn't see in the dark
Seeing things that keep breaking my heart
I don't wanna let her down
She's my everything forever now
But I'm keeping your star in my heart
It's the only way that I know how
See a butterfly, up in the dark
And that's just how I know you're with me now
Will I always be broken now
These racing thoughts just won't calm down
Wish I could clean this mental mess
But since you left, I don't know how
Mind so broken
And I know that I know it
Heart so frozen
PTSD, never chose this
And I really, really wish I couldn't see in the dark
Seeing things that keep breaking my heart
I don't wanna let her down
She's my everything forever now

Mind so broken
And I know that I know it
Heart so frozen
PTSD, never chose this
And I really, really wish I couldn't see in the dark
Seeing things that keep breaking my heart
I don't wanna let her down
She's my everything forever now
But I'm making up the hardest part
Her teardrops gonna make me drown
But my brain just seems to like the dark
I think that's why the sky keeps falling down
And I can't focus
Just feel so hopeless
Ever since I lost an angel
My heart's been cut open
Mind so broken
And I know that I know it
Heart so frozen
PTSD, never chose this
And I really, really wish I couldn't see in the dark
Seeing things that keep breaking my heart
I don't wanna let her down
She's my everything forever now
But I'm keeping your star in my heart
It's the only way that I know how
See a butterfly, up in the dark
And that's just how I know you're with me now
Will I always be broken now
These racing thoughts just won't calm down
Wish I could clean this mental mess
But since you left, I don't know how
Mind so broken
And I know that I know it
Heart so frozen
PTSD, never chose this
And I really, really wish I couldn't see in the dark
Seeing things that keep breaking my heart
I don't wanna let her down
She's my everything forever now