This tune is a heartfelt expression of regret and frustration. The singer seems to be caught in a cycle of repetitious behavior that's leading nowhere, symbolizing a relationship that has lost its spark. The continuous reference to 'wasting my time' indicates the singer's realization that he's stuck in an unproductive situation. He acknowledges his fear of confronting his feelings and the reality of the situation, hence the line 'this is not for real, afraid to feel.' Despite this recognition, there's an apparent struggle to break free from this cycle as he keeps 'hitting the floor.' The song essentially portrays the struggle many face when trying to let go of something or someone that no longer serves them positively.
