Evergreen - Fall Lyrics

I'll stumble over myself again
Every time these walls start closing in I
Imagine where I could've been
And God knows that I'm trying
In the real world I'm the first to go
To sing through gritted teeth
If my chest gets tight just give me a show
Or a chance to finally breathe

I wanna fight off the instincts
I wanna get out and grow
I wanna lose myself in somebody else
Before we fall back into the snow
A broke down car in a parking lot
Before the air gets cold
I wanna feel all of my aching bones
But I'm safer in the mold

Now I'm back again just like you said
But I haven't given up yet
We've got a few more years on the verge of tears
Before we find out where our spines went
You showed us what it meant to be
Got fucked and now we finally see that
The truth was hidden in the pages you wrote

I wanna fight off the instincts
I wanna get out and grow
I wanna lose myself in somebody else
Before we fall back into the snow
A broke down car in a parking lot
Before the air gets cold
I wanna feel all of my aching bones
But I'm safer in the mold

What do I do if I'm blinded by the winter light?
If everything works out I'll know I got it right
If there's darkness in me, it covers everything I wanna be
I guess in the end we're all our own debris

I wanna fall in fire