Existential Alignment - Reflection of Your Narcissism Lyrics

I can't picture your face anymore
Without thinking my life is a bore
Why do you make me feel so hurt
Happiness should be what comes first
But I'm lonely and that's okay
You're too toxic for me anyway
You really do reflect narcissism
An internal love disposition
What am I gonna do about this pain
Should I disconnect and run away
Or should I sit here and continue with my shame
For I love you despite all your hate
You seem so determined to be liked
So you fake it all and you'll realise in due time
That you don't need to destroy who you are
But you will and I knew that from the start