Ironic - Monster Lyrics

I been away for a minute, was losing faith in my spirit
I feel a change in the wind but they all be saying I'm finished
So I cant stay in my limits, I do not play with restrictions
Maybe my vision is different, they aint making a difference
I take straight into the paint for the finish
They gone be talking bout how this kid from Australia did it
Lately I'm tryna escape it's like This place is a prison
The chains have been slipping I swear you couldn't Pay me to fit in
I'm a monster I knew that from the start
It was injected in my chest like I got Fluid on my heart
They ain't doing what I'm doing I been shooting for the stars
Pop a Lucy, got me shooting lucid movies in the dark
I remember writing bars on my computer in the class room
They thought it was a joke I knew those dudes weren't gonna laugh soon
Assume that I am still the same and Crucify my past
This is do or die I'm feeling like this music is my chance

I'm a monster, you can see it in my eyes
This shit is in my blood I'm really bleeding on the mic
I'm a monster, for my people in the sky and the demons in my mind its the reason I'm alive
I'm a monster, you can see it in my eyes
This shit is in my blood I'm really bleeding on the mic
I'm a monster, for my people in the sky and the demons in my mind its the reason I'm alive, imma

It's that kid who spoke to no one, now he's speaking to the mic instead
This my only hope I write like this is life or death
I might be next or I might regret or the time I spent
Inside my head praying for one spark like the Lighters dead
Now I found it no longer out powered by doubt
And cowards
Tryna bring me down and out for the count but the crown is ours
Strangers recognising me out in town, I'm amazed
On the stage in a daze when the crowd is shouting my name
They never gave me a chance when I had the ball In my hands
Now that i made a lane they all wanna call me the man
I'm doing all that I can, sometimes I fall but I stand back up
Like this is life and I let it Fall into plan
I try to use my words in these verses to paint a picture
You wont ever hear me talk about money and chains its bigger
When I think about my past it's so cold that it makes me shiver
I know mum and dad are watching and they raised a quitter

I'm a monster, you can see it in my eyes
This shit is in my blood I'm really bleeding on the mic
I'm a monster, for my people in the sky and the demons in my mind, its the reason I'm alive
I'm a monster, you can see it in my eyes
This shit is in my blood, I'm really bleeding on the mic
I'm a monster, for my people in the sky and the demons in my mind its the reason I'm alive imma