Jefe Yung E - All This Pain (Intro) Lyrics

Don't forget that you rocking with the best
Lately, I been chilling ain't nobody to impress
Been on my pop star but I'm still harder than the rest
Still waiting for my rise, been hoping its a test
And Juice been on the court, trying to bring us better days
And I been fighting demons, from my old and wicked ways
And I been at this job going hard for a raise
This life of nine to five isn't what I'm made
For, Momma paying for my soul
But I need some happiness lately I been feeling low
And I swear she makes it hard, but I don't think she'll ever know
Cause I wanna see her happy so my feelings getting thrown
To the side, I often wonder why
When I'm pouring out my heart, your responses be so dry
Is you afraid to cry, better yet to even try
You gotta spread yo wings if you ever want to fly

Let that sit in yo head
A man ain't go no value if he low on the bread
A man ain't got no value if he always forget
Even if I'm on my last, rather get it than beg
So I been counting the deadz, blue face no prez
All the days when I was broke I could never forget
And my friend just hit my phone said her life on the edge
Said she numb to all the pain so she rather be dead
Thoughts of suicide in her mind been takin over
All these miles away got me wishing you was closer
For a minute I could I hold her, and tell her that shes loved
It been some dark days, but you gotta face the sun
And People come to me every time they gotta a problem
And I'm thankful that they trust, but I'm always thinking bout em
So I'm praying to the lord it don't bring to me to the bottom
How to fix the pain, by myself no I can't solve it
I'm wondering who to trust people fold like a napkin
Never show me love then dap me up what's happening
If you ever did me dirty keep it real don't like the actin
Better keep ya hat down or ima have to catch you lacking
Used to be top ramen now I'm eating fettuccine
Used to have a roof, now it's gone so they see me
Used to be so jealous, momma now they wanna be me
Every time I feel the pressure I go Jordan in the three-peat